Open Letter to Melisa Bjerknes

Letter

You’re a real fucking piece of shit, at times, Mel. You tell me, and your own children alike, that you love me, that you need me, that you want me, that you want to marry me, that you need us (your family), etc. But, yet, you continue to do the fucking shit that you do — abuse, cheating, drugs, fucking-around, lying, manipulation, etc. — never fucking changing.

What kind of a person says those things to us, all the while fucking around with the same fucking guys, again-and-again‽ How can you, possibly, love me and cheat on me and treat me the way that you do — again-and-fucking-again‽

You tell us that you want for us (me and the kids) to get a place together. Yea, that’s great and all, but this is all while you’re fucking around on me with other guys… Are you a voluntary prostitute, a slut, and/or a whore‽

What was it you’d said, recently, “Oh, I’m just waiting for it to blow over with James. We both know he’ll give-in to me again.”‽ You’re a manipulative and selfish fucking bitch, Mel.

You do what you want, whenever the fuck you want, regardless of how it affects us (your family). You don’t give a single fuck about anybody but yourself, Mel. You’ve, most definitely, demonstrated how fucking little that you care about us (your family).

You’d cheat and say that it was none of my business. I’d take your sorry-ass back time-and-again, and you’d insist that you should be able to hangout with the guys you’d cheated/fucked-around on me with, they’re your friends after all. You’d cheat again, and when caught, you’d go into gas-lighting mode.

WTF‘s wrong with you, Mel‽ Of course, it’s my fucking business, I was your fiancé. You’d proposed to me… You’d tell your kids how much you love me and want to marry me… How much you want for us to be a family.

I’d promised you that I’d not give up on you, but that was with certain caveats though… It wasn’t a free-pass for you, to do whatever the fuck you want whenever the fuck you want, with no consequences.

The cheating, fucking-around, lying, etc. aren’t a result of some mysterious mental issue… Those are choices you make while fully conscious of your actions. You don’t, accidentally, fall onto some other guys dick. You don’t, accidentally, message other guys while laying in bed beside me. You don’t, accidentally, walk out of here to go be with other guy(s) and expect to return as if nothing happened, again-and-again.

WTFever, Mel… You’ve made it absolutely clear that drugs and other guys are more important to you than us (your family). Enough is fucking enough already, Mel. I’m past done with your fucking BS. I’m sooo past done with you telling me how much you love me while cheating on me and fucking with other guys. I’m so past done with your abuse (physical and otherwise).

You think we don’t know why you really left the last time you were here? You think we don’t know where you went? You think we don’t know who you’ve been with? WTFever, Mel — you’ve made your choice, again — and, it wasn’t us (your family), again.

Have a nice fucking life with the drugs and the shitbag junkies. When this quarantine shit’s done, I’ll have to get myself tested thanks to you.

And, as for your ‘relationship’ with Brad — Pastor Babe — the handsome old guy‽ We (your family) are all beyond fucking disgusted by it.

When you were last here, you’d asked me to promise that I’d take care of the girls. A child doesn’t have to be biologically yours for you to love them like your own… I intend to do just that, Mel. I fully intend to keep that promise… I do love those girls, as if they were my own, and I’ll not abandon them — regardless of how much of a piece of shit you are with me.

You need to stop using Courtney as your personal ABM for drug-money. She’s your child — your daughter. You should be helping her, not bleeding her dry to buy fucking Speed. And April, the only time that you really talk to her, is to tell her to tell Courtney that you’re waiting on money. Like, WTF Mel, really‽

I had to force you to talk to Courtney when you were here last. If she didn’t have money for you, you didn’t want to talk to her. You’d wanted nothing to do with her, because you were mad at her for not having money for you, and you didn’t want anything to do with her. Hell, you’d wished she didn’t even know that you were here… So that she’d not know that she could call/contact you.

I remember multiple times, over the last year, when you’d told me the kids were “cramping your style” (i.e. interfering with your getting fucking high and shit). Those girls deserve so much better from you!

I’ve given you everything that I have and everything that I am. But, you’ve completely drained me — emotionally, financially, etc.

Sadly, we’ve reached the point where we need to accept the fact that you don’t want to change nor will you. It’s about time that I say my final goodbye, Mel. I do truly love you, but enough is enough already… You’ve hurt me more than any one person ever has.

You keep on living your life, with the drugs, and fucking around with the junkies… Continue being an attention-seeking whore… Continue putting the dope and them ahead of us (your family).

And, as for us, life will go on… with or without you. Courtney’s an amazing young woman. Thankfully, she’s nothing like you and is a good role model for April.

Drugs don’t love you. Drug dealers don’t love you. The lifestyle doesn’t love you. But, all of it will take you away from the people that do.

Drugs and love don’t mix… You either drop the drugs for what you love or you lose what you love for drugs. There’s no in-between.

Sadly, there’s no helping someone that doesn’t want to help themselves… You could’ve had the life that you told us (your family) you wanted with us. But, I’ve lost count, how many times now, that you’ve tossed us (your family) aside like yesterday’s trash.

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  • I tried to fix the world, but God wouldn't give me his source code. For several years, I was CEO of and lead developer at a technology company, focusing on the merchant services space. I've been directly contracted by companies, including but not limited to, cPanel and WHMCompleteSolution (WHMCS). An avid gamer.